Falsehood

Why am I so shocked right now?

I've heard it all before. 

Seen it all go down.

But I've never felt it myself.

I thought I had,

I really did.

People coming to me for advice

and me doling it out

like it's penny candy.

Apparently I amaze myself 

with my own bullshit too.

In my defense,

I didn't realize it was bullshit.

Makes me wonder how much more I really don't know.

because right now

I'm thinking the more I think I know,

the less I actually do

and in reality

I don't know shit.