Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Heaven's on fire

Each day, a new fire
and the waters all burned dry.

Death and destruction enfold eternity
beyond death, everything lies.

It’s not God or angels,
not Nirvana or purgatory,
nor is it demons and devils.

The question is not
what will we become after death?
The question is,
what will we be with this life?

Uncertainty knows no bounds.
Encapsulate it,
hold tight to it,
let it turn to dust in the ashes,
and fly away into the wind.

Accept the future,
the uncertainty.
Let it fuel you,
move and inspire you.

Without it, we are stagnant,
indifferent,
and there is nothing.

I am not afraid to die.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Building Blocks

I am stronger than you know,
more than you’ll ever realize.

Its embedded into my bones,
my build, my structure.

Things you don’t know about me,
they glow and shine in the moonlight,
my comfort, my guide.

You know a certain side of me,
but a person like me has a multitude of sides,
so many more than I care to even bother counting.

I utilize them in times of need.

I am a master at blending into the background,
a chameleon, if ever one truly existed.

You’ll never see me for me,
because I’ll never let you.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Axis

The world spins,
Just as science claims.
The earth's axis the most solid core imaginable.

The sky blends its paints into clouds,
Storms and tribulations dotted throughout.

Mmm how the ocean tastes . . .
The salt on the tip of your tongue
Is like acid coated candy.
She washes over you like a blanket
And wipes the slate of your mind clean.

Brushing against your skin,
Tasting every breath
Each emotion sucked down,
How delicious life can taste.

Life in shambles
But the earth still spins
Axis cracked, it splits
And you don't even notice.
Tilt your head back and move, and twist, and thrash
Grasp every last ounce of life that remains
As you release the last of yours into hers.

Ahh but no one will ever know your little secret.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Billionaire

So you sat there and smiled,
The light glinting off your smoke-stained teeth.
You ran your white-coated tongue along your lips
And you told me your thoughts.

Desires. Fantasies. Utter temptation.

Things that would make a girl blush,
If it weren’t for your disgusting hygiene.
Things that would make a girls eyes sparkle with glee,
If it weren’t for your yellow tinted eyes.

The shiver of compulsion ran through me,
and all the political correct bullshit this world has given,
swam through my veins, behind my eyes.

What will you do to me?
What will become of me?
And how much do I care?

Fuck it.

You’re an absolute menace.
The most disgusting thing I’ve ever laid eyes on
You know you’re rotted on the inside.

Yet, I’ll only continue to smile in your face
while I put gasoline in your syringe.