Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Self Stabbings

What have I done?
What monster have I created within myself?

I can't allow myself to be content.
I can't let myself live with this.
And just be.

It's always something.

I hate to be bored.
How can I make this stop?
This self-sabotage,
just to get out it?

My mind is moving too quickly,
for anyone to keep up.
No one can keep up.
At least no one here,
no one within my grasp.

I am alone.
I am nervous.
I am scared.

and I admitted it.

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